Bonnie Wishes to be Beautiful

I'm Bonnie, I'm 21, and I'm desperate to lose the weight I've stacked on in the past two years. I have a bit of a problem with food, mostly with binge eating and then fasting, but also with occasional purging when I'm having a bad day. None of it does me any good, I continue to put on weight. I'm looking for motivation and inspiration to be healthy.
Height - 5ft1
CW - 84kgs (185pounds)
GW - 54kgs (119pounds)
skinnycrew:

sophspiration:

Planks are a great way to tone your abs and don’t require any equipment, so no excuses! Every time you see this drop and do a plank, and reblog so your followers can do the same.

60 seconds, fuck yes.
30 seconds, and I almost DIED

skinnycrew:

sophspiration:

Planks are a great way to tone your abs and don’t require any equipment, so no excuses! Every time you see this drop and do a plank, and reblog so your followers can do the same.

60 seconds, fuck yes.

30 seconds, and I almost DIED

FUCK

I am not even uploading a picture of myself. I took some, but they are far to embarrassing to go on the internet. Those girls who are tubby and still are able to upload “before” pictures of themselves, they should get medals, or something. Because I just cannot bring myself to do that, AT ALL.